Wow, it has been way to long since I've been here and writing away. I'm mainly here to mention the update of my photography website, shotbyjessy.com. Very exciting. Speaking of exciting, I'm about to graduate and I'm losing it a little, well, no a lot. It's insane and scarey and weird and wonderful, but seriously, what am I supposed to do??!?!!!? There are so many tings running through my head, and yes, the are running. There are no slow thoughts. Nothing out for a stroll going through my mind, enjoying this lovely weather we're having today. Each thought is flying by, totally not obeying the speed limits posted, running stop signs and probably drunk. It's out of control up there. I've been walking around, looking somewhat normal, handling what has been thrown at me and still remembering things like brushing my teeth and putting on shoes. Meanwhile, that chaos I described before is what is always happening on the inside. It truly is terrifying. I feel like there is more to say, but I can't get it out. I have a long long long to do list and I'm not sure how anything is getting done. I'm still getting work together, finishing homework on time, getting to work on time, cleaning dishes, well, I should really do the dishes, and figuring out my boyfriends birthday plans, seeing my other friend for their birthday, all those things. But... I am not emailing people their photos that I promised, I m not burning the cd of the images I promised someone that I thought I lost and only recently found (like 5 months later), I'm not making sense of my contact info, I'm not updating my website (shotbyjessy.com), I am not starting up profiles and other sites to help promote me, I am not sleeping, I am not going to yoga, I am not exercising, I am not taking my time, I am not collaborating with my brother, I am not helping my friend in rehab, I'm not out there looking for another job, I'm not doing the dishes, I'm not taking my pills and I'm not going to list anything else since this list is so long it's starting to depress me. So that is where I am.
PS
I hate digital cameras that make pretend shutter sounds!!!!!!!
