I was writing something just now and I accidently deleted it so now I have to start babbling all over again! Okay, what do I want to say exactly anywho?...
I want to feel better and I think I'm on my way to that, but really, does it always have to seem so hard all the time? This is annoying and frustrating! I just want to enjoy myself and not stress out so much. I hate feeling lonely and needy. I'm independent and strong enough. I don't need anyone or anything and yet... I constantly feel otherwise. Well, not constantly, but often. I would love for someone to make me feel special.
Okay, that's me being lazy. I might as well go out in pajama pants... Someone to make me feel special?!!? I can't do that myself? I can't just know that I am and let that be enough? I hate sharing and I'm fucking busy, so how would it work out with someone right now anyway?
Need a brake... Be right back...
Okay, I'm back but have nothing to say, so I'll try again tomorrow after the doctor. Wish me luck, I might need surgery, but no worries just yet.
dont you DARE go out in pajama pants!!!!
ReplyDeletegood luck at the docs.