Okay so still trying had to stat away from smoking.  don't really feel like typing right now but I haven't been keeping up with all the things to help me do this.  I'm suppose to write and walk and stretch but I'm not.  I think I'm trying to fail.  I seem to not be really trying. and yet again with another excuse as to why.  Cramps, my tooth hurts, something else, and another thing.  Like this shit is going to stop and be wonderful all the time once I quit.  There will always be a reason to have another cigarette.  Always.
I think I'm gonna take a nap.   Lay down for a sec and relax.  God damn my face hurts.  Maybe some ice with that nap...
I'll be right back.